Back to Square One

23 drafts, 2 months, 6,59,36,692 contemplative thoughts later, I'm finally back here. Square one. To me that is inherent of the game I played as a child. " Hopscotch". Never bothered to spell that out earlier. So I don't know if that's right.
BUT the point being that after much revision of various things, I have finally managed to post something here. Spontaneously. In a flash of 2 minutes, my brain goes through a complicated process that is well defined by the term " endless petty fixation". If I were to get into the ways of that, it would be indecipherable so here's a preview:

1. What should I eat for dinner today?
2. How will I find the time to make that?
3. Man, I really have to do something.
4. I have to draw.
5. Oh, I should blog about that.
6. When?
7. Oh, I haven't exercised in 5 days.
8. What should I eat tomorrow?
9. I have to try that thing in Photoshop.
10. When?

Imagine the more complicated derivatives of these and some which I'd rather not reveal lest I sound like a social retard.
Phew. I feel like I unloaded a 100 kilos of iron after this.